First full day at home while my solider serves his country. It’s too quiet, but kind of peaceful. I was up late the night before just playing on my phone and it gets creepy here at night alone. That first hour of leaving him was the hardest, i couldn’t leave i couldn’t drive. I sat in my car and cried my eyes out it was unbearable for me it was like a pit in my stomach and mostly, in my heart. Most people tell me ‘ You should have known what you signed up for. ‘ No i didn’t know what i was signing up for because i was to focused on loving my sweet Wyatt.
It’s hard for me to stick to schedule, i know i need to study but i’m having a hard time staying focused. I think ill cut it short today, I love you Wyatt James and i’m so proud of you.