your definition of stress. — February 8, 2017

your definition of stress.

What do you consider stress? Stress to me is having a messy house, looking over a 3 mo. puppy and another dog. I don’t have kids, I do have a job where I work 12 a shift and preform backbreaking work.

I clean the house and still manage to get some school work done and get my work out in. doesn’t seem like a lot right? How can this be possible stressful?

I do have a husband who likes to come home and make a big ole mess and leave it for me to clean a million times a day. After a argument about the house always being messy he threw a fit and decided to give me a daily agenda of house work to do.

well bring it on, cant take the heat?

Anniversary  — September 16, 2016


My dearest Wyatt, I love you. It’s been one hell of a ride, and its been worth it. You have helped me with everything, killing spiders to helping me learn and telling me to stop being such a princess. I love the way the day starts, and when it ends. 

Kisses and cuddles, some words of encouragement before work and a list of chores.  You really are so caring, and loving and most importantly silly. You really know how to put a smile on my face even when I’m mad at you. 

Darling, you are the greatest. I adore you when you smile at me when I’m being cute or funny, you know myself. I’d say we went 0-100 real quick knowing our situation. 
The best is yet to come❤
After tricking me into believing he forgot our anniversary I got sad. He made me take a shower then go to the bed room and grab something I walk into this. 

All my favorite foods, drinks and the flowers I really wanted.

I love you. – yours always❤💋  to the moon and back.

5:00 am. — September 15, 2016
Late night thoughts  —
Day 1 challenge: A picture of me and a description of my day. — September 14, 2016

Day 1 challenge: A picture of me and a description of my day.

today is September 14, 2016 , As always my day starts off with love and kisses from my mister before he starts his challenging day with the army. Like i said before most days i’m usually happy and full of joy.

In April i moved into a place with Wyatt, and when he would come home for lunch or at the end of the day  i would light up seeing him come home. I would love to come back to that, even after everything that has happened with us. With blogging about things that don’t involve him my mind always seems to throw him in my writing.

Starting this blog has made me just as productive, i really feel like i have found something i like to do and spend my time on.


My best friend. —

My best friend.

From getting drunk and playing at the park till 7 am, to driving to the beach every day and staying out till late 1 am on a work day. Baby girl, you will always be my best friend. I love you baby girl. kcdes.jpgKaycee Smith, while we were 2-3 we ran away to the park till about 1 in the morning. Honestly we don’t remember, its pretty funny. Today is my best friends birthday, she just turned 21 and i cannot wait to take downtown.  Sure we fight like cats and dogs sometimes which is normal. From camping in my backyard to picnics in my yard.


Dear kc, Do you remember when we were young and we were just a bunch of girls doing things we shouldn’t. Breaking rules, and making the best memories ever.

What i love most if when we talk about our goals, seriously i feel like our goals are huge! The fancy shit and the nice cars. bestfriendblog11988474_952472104809254_7697503049877278863_n.jpg

My life in a nutshell. —

My life in a nutshell.


My life is simple yet I am struggling. My mind is always racing, I’m missing out on what’s in front of me. Most days I’m happy and full of joy, other days I’m so angry at the world. There is always something the universe throws at me.50-50 good and the bad. I’m only 21 and I have had many ups and downs. I feel the struggle lately, it’s hit me like a brick wall. I feel as if my dreams keep getting harder and further to catch. I am a certified nurses aid, I help people for a living. I help the hurt and wounded, I help make some ones day a little better. I love the feeling of knowing I helped some one. I am trying so hard to keep at my goals of becoming a nurse. Stay tuned for more to come. -xoxo